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Monday, 31 March 2008

Depression feels a bit like...

...waking up every morning, and the first thing you think is fuck and the second is omg this day is gonna be awwwwful i just dont wanna and things continue like that in your mind, and you just can't seem to shift it.

Giving depression a huge kick up the arse happens a little later in the day when you make an effort to find things to balance that feeling out. Things that made me giggle/smile/squeak with happiness today have so far been:

  • listening to JJJ being silly buggers and playing with ukeleles (have I spelled that incorrectly???) this morning on the way to work
  • getting a cup of coffee brought to me while in the shower (love you)
  • swallowing my fear and getting all assertive and proactive at work
  • finding unguarded lindt chocolates in the tea room this morning (haha! fair game if they're left in a bowl where everyone can find them!)

And that was just this morning. I now have a belly full of lunch and Pessimism has moved his skinny ugly arse over... Optimism just parked her ample butt down, and kept on scooting over until he fell off the end of the bench. Yay!

Saturday, 29 March 2008

Earth Hour

www.earthhour.org

Earth_hour ...need I say more?

Mmm. Candles gooood.

Pot pies

How to make a yummy-yummy pot pie! It's very easy, and it's one of those things that I don't really have a recipe for, I just sort of make it. Luke used to do beef and guiness ones for the bistro, and I watched him and adapted the recipe to include things I liked, which is probably the best way to do it.

Start off with a biggish saucepan. Um, this recipe has no measurements in it, so I apologise for that. My mum taught me to cook with instructions like "and then add a nice big healthy squirt of salt" (salt comes out of the big plastic saxa bottles in a squirt, LOL), so if that sort of description drives you crazy, you're gonna hate this. BUT! Every time I do the pies they turn out different because I throw in whatever's in the house/fridge, and keep tasting/sniffing it until it's about right.

So you get your saucepan and throw in a chopped/wedged onion or 2 (I use 2 because I like lots of onion but you probably only need one), bit of butter or oil, some garlic if you like. Fry it up a bit until the onion is as you like it, pop it aside in a little bowl. If you really want to go all out, you can fry some bacon up with it at this stage too. I was going to but forgot, didn't make much difference cos it still tasted amazing. Hehe.

Get your meat, (I used about 500g, made three pies) I like chuck steak because it gets that lovely stringy effect when it's made into a stew. Fry it up over a fairly high heat, and when it's sealed and looking good, and the saucepan base is nice and hot, throw in a heap of red wine. You can put in enough to sizzle and evaporate, but I like to put a good dose of it in, because I like my pie sauce rich. Then add stock, I put in a beef oxo cube and about a cup of water, generally (more wine + less stock = richer sauce); (more stock + less wine = lighter sauce). It's up to you what you like. If you use chicken meat instead of red meat, you can use veggie stock and white wine. The variations and the possibilities are quite literally endless. Throw in a few tablespoons (more or less) of worcestershire sauce. It should be quite runny and soupy now, but never mind, that'll change.

Then I start just throwing things in at random. I put in some cornflour to thicken it, some sweet soy sauce to make it nice and brown and rich, a big dose of dried herbs (I used a heaped tablespoon of the masterfoods italian blend this time which is just dried oregano, thyme, rosemary, marjoram, basil, sage and something else i can't remember), I put in some bbq sauce I think (LOL), um, salt and pepper and maybe even some gravox powder. Then I put in a cup of frozen peas and corn, and some sliced carrots, you can use whatever veggies you want. If you put diced potato in it, cook the potato first, and don't put as much flour in because the starchiness of the taters will thicken the mix a bit as well. Put the cooked onion and garlic back in too.

In winter, when you really need warming up, I put in cayenne pepper and sweet chilli sauce as well, so this makes it spicy as well as hot, and warms you up two ways! Red capsicum is nice thrown in as thin slices, it sweetens it up. Yum. I often put in a tablespoon of tomato paste and a very ripe chopped tomato, but again, it's up to you. You can also use beer instead of the wine. Experiment.

So mix it all up, and taste it. No, not the meat! Taste the sauce, the soup, on a spoon. Add pretty much whatever you like (I threatened to throw Phoenix in at one stage but she really wouldn't have a bar of it.)

Preheat your oven to about 220, 230 degrees C (you may need it hotter if you dont have an oven fan), and grab a tray to put the dishes on.

Then you want to reduce your mixture so it's the right thickness, as it's likely to still be pretty runny, you want to let the cornflour do its thing. Turn the heat right down to a slow simmer. This is where if you were clever, it'd be first thing in the morning, and you'd throw it in a slow cooker and leave it on all day. But if it's a weeknight and you've just gotten home from work, let it simmer for 30-60 mins, if it's really runny, leave the lid off the pot; if it's almost there but not quite, put a lid on to keep the moisture in the  pie mixture. Stir it every now and then, it will stick.

At this stage I like to do mash for serving with it while the mixture is simmering. Up ta you.

Then you cut little circles of frozen puff pastry, and get the pie mixture off the stove, ladle it into your pie dishes (dont over-fill them or they'll spill everywhere in the oven) so that the mixture is almost to the top - i leave about 5mm at the top), put the pastry on top of the dish and press with your fingers around the edge to seal. Brush with milk and chuck it in your nice hot oven until the pastry is puffy and golden brown.

I like to serve it with my mash and some fresh steamed greens or a salad.

Yummmmmmmm. Hope you can make sense of this. Enjoy :):):)

Friday, 28 March 2008

Getting off my bum

I've been getting of my bum and Doing Shtuff. It's quite a good feeling.

I'd spun this stuff months ago, and finally got round to navajo plying it:

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Then I plied this too (with my tres coo andean plying tool):

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Now with a few more bobbins freed up, I thought I'd use up some of the plain cream stuff that I had lying around the place and spun a nice fluffy lofty chunky wool. I'm going to dye it and make a chunky scarf/dickie type thing:

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THEN! because I was on SUCH a roll, I thought I'd spin up the floofy ball of sliver which had been dyed in my Jenny Greenteeth colourway. Yum. Sooooo delicious. I'm still trying to decide how I'm going to ply this but I'm tending toward navajo so I get the nice boldness of colour accentuated. Self striping handspun. Oh yeah.

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And I didn't stop there. Oh no! One of my favourite winter dishes is pot pie, and I'd just bought 6 little ramekins for making PAH. So I made a rich thick gooey stoo, and stuck it in little pots, and put pastry over the top, brushed it with milk and baked it good. Mmm, pah. Spinning and eating. It doesn't get much better than this for a lush, laid back weeknight. Add a few glasses of rose and a couple of Gray's Anatomy episodes in there and I'm in heaven. *puurrrrrr*

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Sunday, 23 March 2008

Advice please! What sockyarn holds dyes well?

I'm hoping that clever people out there can give me a bit of advice.

I still occasionally dye wool, I don't sell a whole lot these days and so I tend to dye for myself mostly. I use Bendigo Woollen Mills yarn for my 8, 10 and 12 ply stuff, and it seems to hold the dye well.

However, their machine wash yarn (sockweight, or 3-4 ply) doesn't hold the colour, and the baby wool (again, 3-4 ply) is too soft for sockyarn. I made a great colourway with blue, green and hot pink, but the pink faded to pale pink on the first wash, AND after 2 washes they looked so badly fuzzed and pilled that they looked worse off than my old hotsocks sockies - which I knitted almost 5 years ago and have worn constantly ever since.

What I'm looking for is something like the regia yarn, but plain white or cream - a proper sockyarn (not babywool or soft merino) that is hard wearing and machine washable, and holds the dye properly! Can anyone in the know help me out here? I'd be quite willing to order the yarn from overseas. I know it's out there but I don't know where.

Friday, 21 March 2008

Madness!

I've just frittered away half of my Good Friday holiday watching youtube.

If you want to fritter away a little part of your day and get a whole lot of gigglage in return, have a look at http://youtube.com/ytawards07 - it's the awards for last year, and has the "best" of each category.

I just found out how to charge an ipod with an onion and 2 cups of Powerade. Eeeeeeee! And don't even start me on the "adorable" category...!

Wednesday, 19 March 2008

Wedding photos and holiday photos!

They were supposed to go in the right order, but they got a bit mixed up. Ah well.

http://www.flickr.com/photos/94637358@N00/ (I really hope this link is correct, i'm never sure with flickr - if it doesn't work, go to www.flickr.com and search my user name, which is, of course, monnsqueak)

Hope they're enjoyable even though they're a bit random... I'll label them bit by bit with notes and explanations eventually. :)

Now me and my refried leggies are off to bed. They're SO red and burned, I got a very cute joking email from a workmate today that said "your legs are HOT!" with the suggestion of using aloe vera on them. Hehe... it's been a LONG time since someone told me my legs are hot. *sigh!* A girl's gotta take what she can get, I suppose *le grin*

Monday, 17 March 2008

Laos and Thailand!

David and I got back from Thailand yesterday - we arrived in Sydney an hour late at 2pm, and crawled back into Canberra at about 7pm. Work today. To say I'm tired is something of an understatement.

The highlight was of course the wedding - David's brother got married to a gorgeous Lao woman, and they had a traditional wedding. The main thing about it was the utter joy of the occasion - Lao weddings are hard to explain - they are more ritualistic but less formal than western weddings, if that makes sense. There were several ceremonies, each involving some sort of costume change, and people chatted and moved around during most of it - even the two hours of sanskrit chanting, with mobile phones going off and people chatting happily throughout. I found a website which explains the whole wedding shebang pretty much as it happened for us (which is actually an engagement, as the legal wedding documents are sorted out separately).

We spent 3 days in Laos and then took off to Thailand for 5 days, as David's bro very bravely opted for a shared family holiday rather than a honeymoon. Many stories and photos will be shared, just as soon as David works out where he put his camera cord!

Really cool things? Hm... riding an elephant (they're so biiiig!), cocktails in the resort's pool-bar, the best green curry I've ever tasted, racing around in tuk-tuks, nopping "hello" to everyone you meet, feeding fishies with bread on our snorkeling day, I could go for ever! But yeah. It's off to work for me now, and hopefully will have the camera cord sorted soon.

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